Episode
17: The End Of The Beginning
Every time we open a newspaper there’s another
daft article about Lily Rose, usually complete with pic, appropriate to the
storyline or not. One rag dredged up the shot of me and John with the caption
WHERE’S HER CAPTAIN? But I suppose it could have been worse. Well, a pic of me
and Doris coming out of the doc’s with the caption IS IT HER CAPTAIN’S? would
have been a lot worse, yeah.
Henny Penny have by now set up fifteen,
count them, fifteen, approved interviews to which I have had to go, it being in
that piece of paper of Damian’s I signed. Each one more fatuous than the last,
especially the ones where it was ordained I should wear the university lecturer
look—not my gear, provided by Wardrobe. Not
with the curls gelled back, that might give the GBP the idea I’d been sneering
at them all along. The feature of the outfit was a very well cut black blazer
that’s miles nicer than anything I own but unfortunately had to be Signed For.
With brand-new designer jeans that Ruth in person altered to fit me—fitted
round the bum and thighs, miles too big in the waist, miles too long in the
leg, you goddit—plus and a Cashmere, read my lips, Cashmere sweater that would have cost a month’s fellowship money,
in a restrained pale primrose shade. Very, very well polished brown
ankle-boots, slightly broguey in style, a well polished brown briefcase to
match, and the brown horn-rims. (“Aren’t these ours?” Could be: who knows? I
lied…) The whole finished off by small pearls in the ears. Not very, very small
Nineties style, no. Big enough to be noticed but not big enough to be vulgar.
Ya got that, too, huh? Yeah. I was very well briefed but in any case Barbara
was padlocked to my wrist to make sure I kept to the script.
Prof. was starting to get rather annoyed,
the paparazzi have been haunting the uni, though of course he himself is okay,
he’s well protected by his secretary, the door that has his name on it actually
leads to her office. Only the cognoscenti know that the door further along the
corridor which hasn’t got a label on it is the one that leads directly to his
actual sanctum. But the rest of the staff have been pestered. So he greeted my
suggestion that it might be better if I worked down at the cottage until I’d
got the nationalism study finished with considerable relief. So did Mark, he
hasn’t got a secretary to protect him, and one or two of the brighter reporters
have latched on to the fact that the Mark V. Rutherford blazoned all over The Observer as the author of the book
is actually the Dr M.V. Rutherford of the door so labelled. –The V. stands for
Vernon but some of the particularly brilliant students refer to him as “Mark
Five.” Geddit? Oh, back then, didja? Yeah.
Brian was quite pleased to hear I wanted to
go down to the cottage, at least it’ll keep me out of harm’s way. I had to
confess to him I was preggy, they’d scheduled several early-morning interviews
but there was no way—no way! He was
very annoyed at first and shouted at me but then he calmed down and said as I
wasn’t going to be in any of the exterior shots it wouldn’t really matter and
they’d move up the filming of my bits and I’d have to marry Maynarde.
“Eh?”
I croaked.
“Not in real life, you idiot! In the show!
Varley’s already suggested it.”
“But Commander’s just a friend, really.
Definitely in the older-man category, too.”
“The idea is he’s been secretly pining for
her all this time but he’s been hanging back because he thinks he’s too old for
her. –Thank God we didn’t let Maynarde camp it up,” he mutters to himself.
“Um—yeah. Well, that’d work out quite well.”
He was looking very tired and drained, poor Brian, so I added: “I'm really very
sorry about it all, Brian.”
“Yeah. Uh—whose is it?” he asked with an
effort. “Not Keel’s?” –Brightening fractionally.
“No, I haven’t even seen him for ages,
apart from Parkinson.”
“Thought he was in that Christmas show of
yours?”
“What? Oh, Della’s Christmas show.”—Seems
like several lifetimes ago.—“Um, yeah, he was. But it’s not his.” After a bit
it dawned he was waiting so I added: “It’s John’s.”
“Oh? Do I know him?”
By this time I was very red. “Um, no. Um,
Captain Haworth,” I croaked. “From Dauntless,
that we did the filming on at Portsmouth.”—Brian’s jaw by now had dropped ten
feet.—“It was him I went so see in America. He’s on secondment over there.”
“To what?”
“Um, it’s very hush-hush, it’s something to
do with defence.”
“Figures,” he said in a vague voice, rubbing
his jaw. “It’s not bad…”
“Look, Brian, his family are high-up Navy
people and the reason he got sent off to the States in the first place was that
the Lily Rose image was on course to ruin his career and put the Navy in a bad
light.”
“But that was when they didn’t know you
were a serious scholar! –How high up?”
“His father’s a retired Admiral, Admiral
Sir Bernard Haworth, and his mother’s father was First Sea Lord in his day,
admittedly not yesterday. But in Navy circles, that sort of thing counts. He
doesn’t want the publicity and he certainly doesn’t need it. And for God’s sake
don’t say anything about the baby to anyone, he doesn’t know yet. He’s due home
quite soon, I’m gonna tell him in person.”
After a bit he said: “No, all right, fair
enough. But we’ll need to talk about it later. Uh—well, I suppose it’s all
right if I tell Penny, is it?”
This really took me aback. “Um, yes, of
course. I just don’t want it leaked to the Press.”
“Good,” he said dully. “It might take her
mind off Jacki and Peter not producing any grandkids for her.”—Jacki’s their
daughter, according to him she threw away a promising career in PR that she’d
only just started on to marry him. Peter’s
an accountant and in his more rabid moments Brian has been heard to declare
that in his opinion he’s incapable of
it. They’ve been married for three years and the career throwing away wasn’t on
account of preggy, it was on account he’d just got a job in Edinburgh. And
Brian and Penny hardly ever see them. Their son, Stephen, is younger, he’s at
uni in Cardiff, but they hardly ever see him, either, except at the beginning
of the hols when he brings home loads of washing or at the end of the hols when
he brings home more loads of washing plus and the sleeping-bag. A very normal
family, in fact.—“Well, she’d kill me if I didn’t tell her, but look out,
she’ll start knitting little yellow things for it.”
Poor old Brian. “That’s all right, Brian,
we’ve got that syndrome back in Oz, too.”
“I suppose you have, yes. Well, thanks for
telling me. And if you need help to get your stuff down to this cottage, I
suppose we could manage something…” He scratched his chin. “You can have Mike,
and one of the vans.”
“Um, really?” Heck, I wasn’t hinting!
“Thanks very much, Brian.”
“That’s all right. –I’d better ring Varley,
I suppose.”
“Don’t tell him!”
“Mm? Oh, he won’t be interested. No, he can
get going on the proposal script, better get it out of the way, at least it’ll
give us a skeleton for the series…”
I got up. “Yeah. Um. Brian, I really am
very sorry about all of it. Um, well, if there’s anything I can do to pay you
back…” Didn’t mean to say that, it just came out.
He gave me a dry look and said there was,
actually, and outed with an agreement to do The
Captain’s Daughter The Christmas Special, which some of us had sort of
forgotten in the intervening excitement had been mooted at one point.
I agreed I’d do it, but when? So we sorted
out that the baby was due in September, so I’d probably be able to manage if we
filmed my bits in October. He didn’t want to wait till November, because you
never know what might crop up.
“No, well, late October should be okay: it
doesn’t affect the brain, you know!” I said with a misguided laugh.
He gave me an even drier look and said that
Penny claimed it did precisely that: she was Hellishly fuzzy for months after
both of theirs.
“Oh, well, I suppose we could use an
auto-cue.”
“You and Amaryllis Nuttall both,” he agreed
on a sour note. “All right, why not?”
“Is she coming back for it? Good! She’s
lovely! Um, had you thought that Daddy Captain might marry her, in the end,
Brian?”
“No. Why?”
“Largely because she’s lovely! Um, no, well,
what I was thinking, you could capitalise on that dotty vagueness of hers, and,
um, maybe bring in her daughter, you see, that’d cover the younger set, but
make the fifth series The Captain’s Wife:
focus it on her and her dottiness.” He was just goggling at me, apparently
speechless, so I went on: “People’d say it was like The Reluctant Débutante, but why not? It was a terrific hit in its
time. And maybe make the new daughter more like the deb: she didn’t want to do
all those debby things at all, you know.” He was looking totally blank so I
explained: “I know that blonde girl in the film didn't put it over, but it was
in the script, if you listened carefully. She was opposed to all the deb crap.
It could make a good plot angle. Daddy Captain, and Mummy in between the
dottiness and the vagueness, and Doctor because he’s Daddy Captain’s best mate”—I
wouldn’t want them to write poor old Garry out of it—“are trying to make her go
down the correct debby road and marry her off to a correct young man, preferably
Navy and stiff-upper-lip, but she doesn’t want to.”
“That theme’s a bit Sixties for us,
though.”
“She could be a rebel before her time, why
not? And if you work it out it’ll be about three years down the track from the
very first episode, so about 1957? Weren't they already in the rock ’n’ roll
era by then?”
“It
could work… I’ll talk to Varley. But changing the title’s a bit drastic. And
frankly, I don't know if we can cope with Amaryllis on a full-time basis.”
“Her scenes could be quite short. But she
has got that quality that lights up a screen, Brian, you must admit. And the
public love her.”
“Takes one to know one. No, well, I’ll
definitely think it over. Sign here,” he said drily.
So I signed. Well, if it’s really beyond
me, I suppose I can get a doctor’s certificate, but as I’m normally healthy as
a horse, no reason to suppose I won’t be able to manage it. And I certainly owe
him one. Well, more than one, really.
Mike turns up to drive me to the cottage at
crack of dawn on the Friday. Rupy gets the door phone, and the door, I’m in the
bathroom, throwing up.
“You’re early: she’s still throwing up,” he
informs him as I stagger out in my bright pink quilted nylon dressing-gown.
“Yeah; hi, Mike,” I croak.
“Hullo, Lily Rose; you look pretty green,
maybe you better hop back to bed.”
“No, I’d have to keep hopping out of it.”
“Been there, done that, Mike, dear,” Rupy
explains severely. “She claims she’s going to pack this morning.”
“In between it, eh? Yeah, well, thought I
could give you a hand.”
“Does Brian know?” I say faintly.
“More or less. I hadda take him and one of
the legal types and young Damian to the airport first thing, they’re off to
France to talk about royalties or something for the French-language version of
the fourth series, evidently he only signed up for three with the Frogs
and—uh—Dutch, was it? Anyway, they’re looking for a better deal on the fourth.
And The Christmas Special.”—That I
signed for the day before yesterday—right.—“He said to ignore anything Timothy
or Gavin might’ve said about needing transport this afternoon, young Jase can
take them to their PR wingding.”
“Yuh—uh—what PR wingding?” I croak. Not
mentioning that it isn't afternoon.
“Dunno, Lily Rose,” he says cheerfully.
“Oops, are you—”
I dash out to the bathroom and throw up
again.
Somewhat later. All the folders of notes
are in the van, and we’ve been through the sequence of male cretins filling
giant cartons with books in spite of being told NOT to put books in those big
cartons, they’ll never be able to lift them, and the subsequent: “Christ!
What’ve ya got in here? Rocks?” and half-emptying of said giant
cartons, and Doris has come upstairs to help, and also told them big cartons
are too heavy when filled with books and what they need is some nice little
apple boxes or butter cartons, and produced some. They all seem to be New
Zealand apples, so much for all those claims from Tazzie, thought they were
only the usual Grate Australian Lies; and New Zealand butter, explains the
price of butter in the shops here. Both Mike and Rupy have demanded heatedly
whether I need to take all these books—bloody books, in Mike’s case—but I do,
because there’s nothing so annoying and time-wasting as having to stop to track
down a reference when you’re in the middle of a chapter and then finding the
book’s not on your shelves. Alternatively I could leave the books here, and
every time I need to verify a reference ring Rupy and get him to fax me the
page/s containing the exact quote, making sure it/they contain/s the page
number/s, plus and the title page, the back of the title page and the— No! He
doesn’t even know how to send a fax! Exactly. Sourly he tells Mike that I
brought home a taxi-load of more
books from varsity the other day but Mike isn’t surprised.
They’ve just ordered me sternly NOT to go
down to the front door, they’re capable of loading a van and it’d alert the
paparazzi, and anyway Aziz is giving them a hand while Dave keeps the paparazzi
off, there aren’t so many of them today, and Rupy has just claimed,
inaccurately, he can carry two butter cartons of books at a time out to the
lift, and Mrs Lyons from the far side of the lift shaft who we hardly ever see
has just come over to say Mr Els has just rung her to say can we let the lift
go, he needs it, it’s time for Jay-Jay’s walkies, when the door phone buzzes.
Dave tells us it’s an Indian kid that claims she knows us but in his opinion
she’s an autograph hunter. And ought to be in school and NO! Ya can’t speak to
them! –Sorry, Rosie.
“Ask her her name,” I say in a doomed
voice.
“She reckons,” he replies dubiously, “that
it’s Imelda. You know, like Imelda Marcos, the dame with all the shoes.”
“Yeah. We know her, she’s from The Tabla,
down the road, you can let her in.”
And the lift goes down half-filled with
cartons of books, Mr Els getting in with Jay-Jay, as we verify by squinting
down the grille, and in very short order returns with a beaming Imelda.
“The teachers are on strike!” she bursts out.
“Yeah, and ya could get on home and give your mum some help in the house, or help
them chop stuff in the kitchen. If ya stay here, you’ll have to work. And does
your mum know—” Silly question.
I ring Mrs Singh. If we’re sure she can
help, Imelda can stay. And she’s been so stroppy lately, have I got any ideas? Me? It’s her that’s already brought up
two daughters, not me! On the other hand, Imelda is very like what I was at
that age.
Well, put it like this, the school’s got a
very nice, neat winter uniform: a maroon and white checked skirt and a tan
jumper with a maroon stripe at the neck and hem, and they can have a white,
tan, or maroon blouse. So Imelda’s wearing the regulation skirt, taken in until
it’s excruciatingly narrow and let down until it comes to the ankles. The
footwear’s non-regulation black patent platform-soled ankle-boots smothered in
punched holes and studs and ornate metal hooks for the laces, and laced with
giant laces that finish by going round the ankle of the boot twice. The
pullover’s a regulation one, but she’s brightened it up with three large metal
clips, bikie-style, and a non-regulation purple high-necked tee-shirt. Her
misguided mother let her have a reversible anorak, maroon one side and black
the other, so the black side’s the one that’s showing, natch, and there are
approx. sixteen more metal clips or badges on that. And, this is the very
latest at Imelda’s school, dunno what the rest of the world is doing but down
our way it’s very In, the nice regulation maroon muffler has been stretched to gi-gan-tic proportions and had two feet
of each end unravelled, and knotted or combed out or left in curly, scraggy
bits, and the rest of it’s had holes cut out here and there which are starting
to run: it’s the scraggiest, daggiest, trendiest muffler in all creation.
The hair’s in Rasta plaits, Mrs Singh
actually cried when she had that done. Plus and little metal beads on the ends,
possibly some have fallen off or possibly they weren’t all meant to have them.
In my day your father had to physically force your panama onto your head every
summer but Imelda’s school has more sense, they don’t even have berets any
more, let alone panamas. So it’s a panama, looking jumped on, naturally (though
in her case she bought it down the flea market looking like that while in my day
you did the actual jumping yourself), with kind of ragged bits of wool, not off
the scarf, they’re more orange, wound round it instead of a ribbon, and a few
odd badges and metal clips dangling off it. One ear sports seven tiny gold
rings round the upper rim, very pretty, and the other sports something long and
dangly she got down the flea market and keeps in her pocket, only putting it in
when she’s— Ya got that. Yeah. It’s a really cold day, so she’s wearing
gi-normous and very dilapidated fur-lined black leather bikie gloves she got
down the flea— Yeah.
Sadly I tell Mrs Singh I haven’t got any
ideas, but it’s a stage. She knows that—sigh—but it doesn't help. And how am I?
Glumly I report. She was like that with Richpal, their eldest, but it wore off
after the first three months! Oh, good. That means I’ve got about six more
weeks of it to look forward— What? Sorry, Mrs Singh. Oh—no, I promise I won’t
lift anything heavy. She tells me to send Imelda home the instant she starts
making a nuisance of herself, so I agree, and hang up. Imelda hasn’t bothered
to listen, she's already in Joanie’s room, dismantling the—
“Don't touch that!”
She’s unplugged it from the wall, she’s not
dumb! And she’s helped Greg move his
computer! Yeah, yeah. Together we pack the computer equipment in its own boxes,
Imelda expressing approbation of the fact that I’ve had the foresight to keep
the boxes and the polystyrene, and refusing to let me lift the CPU. Dear God,
please don’t let her drop it, I’ll believe in You for the rest of my life if
only You don’t let her drop it… He doesn’t let her drop it, bummer, that was a
stupid promise, wasn’t it? Added to which, I’ve not only copied everything to
the uni’s system, I’ve also backed up every single file on it to disk. Two
copies, one’s with me, one’s in my desk at the uni.
During this period I only throw up three
times, I’m definitely getting better.
Rupy’s been packing my clothes. He comes in
to report it’s done, all warm things
and only practical things. And I’d better
take the small heater from my room, in case the one I took down there before
packs it in. Doris comes in to report that the men have finished taking the
books down, and do I feel like elevenses, yet, dear?
“Or breakfast,” notes Rupy pointedly. At
first she just tuts because I haven’t been able to eat any and then it dawns:
he hasn’t had any, either. There was nothing stopping him: Mike wouldn’t have
minded if he’d sat down and had it in front of it him, in fact he’d have
probably joined— Oh, the Hell with it, gay or straight, they’re all mad. I am
feeling better, so Doris volunteers to get us something nice and plain, and
packs me off to have a shower.
Then Mike, Aziz, Imelda, Rupy and I all sit
down to have it. Lashings of toast with those mushrooms Rupy thought we might
use in an omelette, overlooking the fact that neither of us knows how to make
an omelette, gallons of tea, and more toast, with marmalade. Doris just has a
cuppa, she had her breakfast hours ago, of course. (She hasn’t brought Buster
up, cartons being taken out and the door being left open and big men coming and
going—she must mean Mike, Aziz is tallish but very thin—would be too upsetting
for him.) I don’t fancy mushrooms fried in butter, but fortunately the others
all do. I’m too late to stop Rupy engulfing the last of them but Doris has kept
some back for Dave, so if Aziz likes to send him up? Meekly he trots out to
take Dave’s place and Doris fries up the remaining mushrooms while some of us
are thinking What if Dave doesn’t like— But he does.
Meanwhile Imelda checks what Rupy’s packed
in my case and packs my laptop bag. I unpack it, removing the box of tampons
and pointing out that there is one time in a woman’s life when you don’t need
the blasted things, and removing most of the makeup, pointing out the village
is used to me without makeup, and putting the actual laptop in. The tape
recorder and those of the tapes that weren’t fitted into the cartons go into my
army-surplus satchel. Now I’m ready.
No, I’m not, Imelda wants to come, too.
And, pleadingly, it’s the weekend! Mike wonders, poker-face, how she’s gonna
get back for school on Monday. But the teachers are on strike! Usually it’s
only for a day, isn’t it? Gives them a long weekend, he notes airily. She’s
about to burst into tears so I ring her mum. At first Mrs Singh is absolutely
horrified but I assure her Imelda’s been a great help packing and I’d really
like her help with the unpacking.—“Yeah!” from behind me.—Mrs Singh starts to
waver, and finally asks to speak to her. Imelda starts off good only then she
starts to get whiny and then she starts to get whiny and sulky, in Punjabi.
(That’s not esoteric knowledge on my part, I asked Rhonda what language it is
her Mum and Dad speak, and that’s it, they come from the Indian part of the
Punjab, it got split up at Partition and half Mr Singh’s rellies got stranded
in Pakistan. The reason they didn’t decide to emigrate over to India being that
that side of the family had lived in that village for three hundred years and
as they’re not either Muslim or Hindu there didn’t seem much point.) Eventually
she shrieks, in English: “I will not!
And I will so speak English, it’s my
language!” Which it is, true. So I wrench the phone off her, the twit.
Not that I was any better at that age: Mum
and me had such a fight when I wanted to go up to Queensland with Joslynne on
the bus to her Aunty Pam’s that I never got to go. And she hadda sit by a fat
lady all the way that her mum spotted when they put her on the bus and asked to
keep an eye on her, that talked at her non-stop all about her bloody rellies
that Joslynne didn’t know or care about. Though she knew an awful lot about
them by the time they got to Brizzie.
Mrs Singh explains tearfully that Imelda’s
been so naughty… Yes, I was pretty horrible at home when I was that age, but I
was a lot better when I was out of the home environment, and a lot of it, if I
remember rightly, was the boredom factor, as well as not being able to cope
with the hormones.—“I can so!” from behind me. Mike tells her to watch it and
Rupy asks her if she wants to cut off her nose to spite her face and Dave, he’s
younger than them, tolerantly says she can have this last mushie, if she
likes.—But I’m not sure how to get her home again, because the village is a
long way from Portsmouth and I’m not sure about the trains. There’s a confab in
Punjabi and then Mr Singh comes on the line and apologises grimly for his
offspring and after the obligatory exchange of protest, more apology and so
forth, admits that Rhonda and Jimmy reckon this time the teachers are gonna be
out for all of next week, they don't know which side their bread’s buttered on.
This last being Mr Singh’s own, he’s a small businessman that has to graft for
every penny, not a salaried person with holiday pay and a pension plan and a
union like Jimmy and Rhonda and all the rest of the teachers. But that doesn’t
mean Imelda hasn’t got homework to do, her schoolwork’s been a disgrace this
year!
“Yeah, well, if the local teachers aren’t
out she can go in to school in Portsmouth with the Potter kids from the
hardware shop, I mean the ironmonger’s, there’s two girls and a boy. There’s no
school bus, though: they have to get the workers’ bus, it leaves at quarter to
seven.”—He gives a nasty laugh and says that’ll learn her.—“Yeah. And if they
are on strike she can knuckle down to it at the cottage, I’ll be working
myself.” After more objections, much weaker, he gives in and says if I'm
absolutely sure? “Yes, ’cos to tell you the truth, Mr Singh, it’s awfully
isolated and though we have got a big dog I’d be grateful for the company.“
Unexpectedly Mr Singh laughs again and asks how big this dog is so I explain
Tim’s a retriever. She’s scared stiff of big dogs. (Does this all sound
horribly familiar, folks? I mean, recalcitrant, determined, scared of big—
Yeah.) He better speak to her.
I hand her the receiver, and warn: “It’s your
dad, he favours the idea of getting you out of their hair, in particularly your
poor mum’s hair, for the next week, so if I was you I’d be real respectful,
meek and grateful.”—“What a hope,” from behind me.—“Shut up, Mike. –Well?”
“Yes,” she growls, taking the receiver.
We all listen hopefully. She hasn’t got the
guts to tell her father that English is so her
language and though it’s all in Punjabi, it’s pretty respectful, meek
and grateful: we can tell that. So the upshot is she has to change, deeply
grungified school uniform not being suitable for a country jaunt in Mike’s van,
and she shoots off home to do that.
And when she comes back I give Rupy a big
hug and put the horn-rims on for good luck, and give Doris a hug, and Buster,
she’s popped down and got him; and Dave and Aziz form ranks on either side of
me and we shoulder our way past two yawning reporters and a photographer who
almost drops his camera in surprise, and into the van, and off.
… “Where are we?”
“Outer London, haven’t you ever been this
way before, Imelda?” returns Mike calmly.
No, or else she's forgotten all about it.
“Go to sleep or something, it’ll take
ages,” he advises.
She ignores that.
… “Where are we?”
“In the van, going south. Why don’t you
read one of those books of Lily Rose’s?”
She ignores that.
… “Where are we now?”
“In the van,
going south! I told you it’d take
ages, don’t keep asking silly questions!”
She subsides, for the nonce.
… “Mike—”
“For Pete’s sake! We’re not even halfway,
are ya satisfied?”
“No! Don't be mean! I need to go to the
toilet!” she wails.
“I might need to go soon, too,” I admit.
“Women! All right, keep a look-out for a
caff or a pull-in.”
We do, it’s one of those giant complexes
with an enormous, like, not McDonald’s but that sort of thing, designed for
long-distance lorry drivers, I think, well, there’s certainly a huge number of
them parked here. There are ranks of loos, all spanking clean, what a relief,
thinking of some of those filthy ones at filthy little servos Beyond the Black
Stump on long hauls in Oz. We go. She admits to being a bit hungry. I admit to
fancying a vanilla slice. We venture into the restaurant to find Mike already
installed at a table with a couple of giant cream doughnuts and a coffee in
front of him, grinning and waving at us. Ooh! Can she— Whatever she likes, and
possibly Indian girls don’t get spots in their teen years, maybe their
metabolisms can cope better than Caucasian girls’— We both have a vanilla slice
and a coffee. It’s very bad coffee, nothing like the wonderful stuff The Tabla
produces, but she drinks it to show us how grown-up she is. I’m terribly
thirsty so I then have a Coke as well and humiliatingly Mike forces me to go to
the bog again before we leave.
As we take off he starts to tell me, in
great detail, about his wife Gwenda’s bladder troubles when she was having
their Simon, and then, in great detail, about her blood pressure troubles when
she was having their Junifer (the name being Gwenda’s choice, it’s from a song,
big mistake because no-one remembers the song now). And Imelda doesn’t say
anything at all, not even “Ooh, there’s a cow!” for ages and ages…
“Ooh, there’s a horse! Where are we now?”
“You can read the road signs well as us,
can’tcha? –Give her the map, for God’s sake, Lily Rose.”
I hand over the map and for a long time
there’s just rustling and a puzzled silence…
“This is Portsmouth,” he warns. “You wanna
see the sea, Imelda?”
“Um, yes. Can we?”
“Why not? If there’s a bloody great warship
in, dare say ya might get to go on it, too, depending on whose warship it is,”
he notes snidely.
“Very funny! No, he doesn’t mean it,
Imelda. I’m the last person Commander Corky Corcoran’s gonna invite on board.”
“I know. But John’ll be back soon, won't
he?”
“Yeah: when is he due back?” asks Mike on a
grim note.
“He said the beginning of March but so far
he hasn’t been able to give me a definite date because with the change in the
administration everything’s up in the air.”
He sniffs, but doesn't say anything.
… “Ooh,
there’s the sea!” Short silence. “Ugh, it looks cold, doesn’t it?”
“Freezing,” I agree. “Even those seagulls
look as if they’re shivering, poor things. Give us back the map, Imelda, I
can’t remember how to get to the village.”
We pull in and Mike studies the map.
“There. You sure?”
“Um, hang on. Which way is north on the
map?” Resignedly he points. Gee, that makes it easy. I hold the map up very
high. “Yes, because see, Portsmouth is like to your right when you look at the
map of England, and John’s little bay is just on the coast to the left of it.”
“Yeah. Right and left being?” –No flies on
him.
“This is right,”—tapping my right hand—“and
this is left, and that’s where you said the village must be!”
“Okay, we’ll try it. Anything ya wanna buy
in town before we go?”
“No, thanks, Mike, the freezer’s full of
stuff.”
“Okay, then.”
We go.
… “Ooh, is this it? Neat!” she cries.
“Shit, it’s a bit isolated, isn’t it?” says
Mike numbly.
“Yes, but there’s the two of us, and
Velda’ll pop over with Tim as soon as we like.”
“That John’s dog? Yeah, well, I’ll start
unloading this lot, Lily Rose, and you give her a bell right now, okay?”
So we do that. I almost forget about
turning off the alarm but fortunately Imelda prompts me. She seems to remember
every syllable Rupy or I have ever uttered in
re John and/or the cottage. And some syllables I could swear I’ve never
uttered.
… Oh, God, her father was right: she gasps
and shrinks as there’s a tap on the back door and I cry: “Come in, Velda!” and
Velda and Tim come into the kitchen, respectively smiling, and grinning,
panting and tail-waving.
“Hi, Velda! Yes, Tim! Good boy! Good boy!”
I gasp as he immobilises me where I sit by putting his front paws on my shoulders
and ecstatically licking my face. “Good boy! Yeah, missed ya, too!” I say,
hugging him. “Get down, now!” Nothing. Shit. “Tim! Sit!” He sits.
“Oh, dear, he’s a bit over-excited,”
murmurs Velda.
“And a half.” I introduce everybody to
everybody and finally say: “And this is Tim. Yes, good boy,” as he moves his
tail and looks at me hopefully. “No; sit!
Imelda, come and say hullo.”
She can't let herself down in front of all
of us so she comes shrinkingly up to my side.
“Just hold out your hand very, very slowly
and let him sniff it.” She holds out a small, trembling hand. Shit, has Tim
ever met a Brown hand before? He sniffs, and gives it a quick lick. Imelda
squeaks and snatches it back.
“He’s a very friendly dog,” says Velda
helpfully.
“Yes. But it took me some time to get used
to him. He doesn’t usually put his paws on anyone’s shoulders, in fact I’m
pretty sure he’s been trained not to, John wouldn’t approve at all. But he was
very pleased to see me again, you see.”
“This’ll be because you spoil him rotten,
eh?” notes Mike, giving him a careless pat and ruffling the ears. “Yeah, good
boy. No: down!” He sits again. “See: he’s pretty well behaved.” Imelda nods
mutely, obviously wondering when it’s gonna bite her. “Yeah, well, I’d say he’d
settle any burglar’s hash. I’d better be going, Lily Rose, if you’re sure you
two”—wry look at Imelda—“can manage to get all that stuff unpacked?”
We’re sure. I go out to the van with him.
“Listen, Lily Rose, I don’t doubt that
Tim’ll take a chunk out of anything that comes near you, but if that kid starts
giving you cheek, give us a bell and I’ll be down here like a shot, okay?”
“No, really, Mike, she’ll be all right.”
“She better be. That Velda, she got any
kids?”
“Um, not yet, no.”
“Thought not. This,” he says, producing a
crumpled card, “is my home number, okay? Gwenda’s usually home during the day,
you give her a bell if anything even looks like going wrong. And if you can’t
get her, for Christ’s sake get that Velda to take you in to the hospital in
Portsmouth.”
“I will. But the doc says I’m as healthy as
a horse, and the morning sickness is nothing to worry about.”
“Good. Now, I’m gonna come down and collect
you Monday week—”
“Mi-ike!”
“’Is Master’s Voice has told me to, okay?
So I’ll bring the limo. Expect me around three-thirty, fourish. Should be a
clear run in, most of the traffic’ll be going the other way, so you’ll be at
the flat in time for your dinner.”
“Mm,” I say, nodding, and trying not to
bawl. “Thanks for everything, Mike.”
“Well, ’Is Lordship did okay it, but I
don’t say I wouldn’t of done it anyway.”
“Yeah.” He’s tall, so I have to tiptoe to
kiss his cheek. “Thanks.”
He gives me a big hug. “Look after
yourself!” And gets into the van and drives off.
“Has he gone?” says Imelda the second my
face appears round the kitchen door.
“Yeah, ’course.”
“Good. He’s the bossiest man I ever met!”
she says, scowling.
“Then you haven’t met many men, but then,
none of us thought ya had, did we, Velda?”
She gives a strangled laugh and looks
apologetically at Imelda. “Well, no! Shall we start unpacking, Rosie?”
A strange reluctance at the thought of
opening all those boxes has come over me… “Um, no, thanks all the same, Velda,
but me and Imelda can do it tomorrow.”
If I’m sure? I’m sure. She then brings in
some milk and fresh bread from the car and I give her a kiss and we all go out
to wave her off…
“Wuff! Wuff!”
“Yes, there goes Velda, Tim. Never mind, we’ll
see her very soon. Um, better close his sacred gates,” I recognise glumly.
“I’ll do it!” She’s off like a shot.
“Couldja work that bloody latch?”
“Yeah, ’course!” –Annoyed scorn.
“Good. I never can, I think he chose it on
purpose, it’s a sacred male latch.”
This time it’s pleased scorn. “It’s easy!”
Something like that. We go into the
lounge-room and she officiously turns on all the lights, even the neato little
one on the sacred desk. “Um, Imelda, promise you won’t touch anything on that
desk? That’s John’s desk; I never use it, you see.”
“Of course I won't!” Picks up the picture
of Matt. “Who’s this?”
Put it down, put it down! If ya drop it and the glass cracks and scratches the picture
he’ll never forgive me. (Don’t say it.) “That’s his son, Matt, when he was
four, isn’t he adorable?”
“Um, yeah.” Embarrassed laugh, and she puts
it down, phew. Too young to find little kids adorable. “Are you hungry? I could
get the dinner, Dad told me I had to make myself useful.”
Good
on him. You can get dinner every
night, for mine. (Don’t say it.) “Um, not really, not yet. Those iced buns we
had at that last comfort stop were filling, weren’t they? Um, I tell you what
we could do.” I wander over to the ranks of largely empty, waist-high shelves
kind of to the rear of John’s desk, that go all along the wall, the one the
wood’s stacked against outside, as far as the beginning of the dinette. “We
could clear all this crap off these shelves so as I can put my books on them.”
Imelda investigates further. “This is a
proper bookcase, though, wouldn't it be better to use this?”
His antique oak dresser, yikes! “Um, no, that’s a posh Pommy
thingo for putting your best dinner plates on, or so they tell me, I think we
better not touch it. But all this crap could go.”
She comes back and looks at it doubtfully.
“It looks like souvenirs, to me.”
Well, yeah! Oh. “Most of it dates from his
parents’ time, they used to use this place as a beach house. Um, well, I don’t
think John is a souvenir-y sort of person. But we won’t throw it out, just put
it carefully in a cupboard.”
“Is there a cupboard?”
I tell her about the huge one under the
stairs, and half the kitchen cupboards are empty, or they would be if
everything wasn’t spread out. She investigates. I go and sit limply on the sofa
in front of the empty fireplace. Tim comes and leans against my leg…
“Rosie! Rosie!”
I come to with a jump. “Whassamarrer?
Uh—oh, Imelda. Shit, was I asleep?”
“Yes, for ages! I’ve done it all, see!”
My God, the poor little thing’s not only
cleared the wanking crap, like a giant shell with a chip out of it, a bamboo
boat with a crooked sail, a badly carved outrigger, a badly carved coconut, but
she's filled all the shelves with my books and folders, all in the wrong order.
“See?”
“Yuh—uh, thanks, Imelda: that’s wonderful,”
I croak.—What else can ya say? Ya done it all wrong?—“How long did it take?” I
croak.
“Oh, not too long!”
She looks awfully hot, help.
“Tim was asleep, too!” she hisses as he
suddenly rouses with a jerk.
“Yeah, he’s capable of sleeping for hours.”
“Um, is he?” she says with a nervous laugh,
backing off as he looks mildly at her. “Um, shall I get the dinner?”
“Aren’t you exhausted?”
An
adult would be pleased rather than annoyed at this evidence of concern but she
cries crossly: “No, of course not! I’m not a kid!”
Yes, you are, no-one else has that much
energy. “I would be. Lifting books is terribly tiring. Um, well, have you even
seen your room, yet?”
She stands on one leg. “Not yet.”
Nor she has, in fact our bags are still
where Mike neatly parked them. “Well, let’s take our bags up first.”
And up we go.
Now, the spare room of John’s cottage can
only be described as ship-shape and Bristol fashion. Even Barbara only managed
to say it was very restful. Poor Imelda looks round it in shrinking horror: her
own room has a really pretty floral wallpaper and matching floral curtains,
spring flowers, it’s charming, though not much of it is now visible under the
giant posters of hideous pop groups. John’s spare room, by contrast, has severe
navy-blue duvet covers on the twin divan beds above severe navy tailored
valances, with severe pleated navy curtains at the window. The floor is dark
oak with a severe dark navy rug, which is allowed to have one thin white stripe
round its edges. The small, plain dressing-table and the tallboy are painted
white. The walls are plain white plaster. So is the ceiling. One framed print
of a ketch, the sort that’s schematic and allows you to see exactly how many
ropes and spars and nuts and bolts the thing had, is allowed to decorate one
wall.
“Sorry,” I say to her expression. “It’s
mostly his Navy friends that stay here, you see. The bathroom next-door’s all
yours: John had an ensuite put in for the master bedroom.” I show her the
bathroom. All white, totally Spartan. “Would you like a navy-blue towel or two?
He’s got plenty of those,” I say in a weak voice, then we both break down in
hysterics and I say, mopping my eyes: “Wanna see his room? It’s almost as bad.”
Eagerly she comes in with me and is duly
horror-struck. She admires the ensuite, though. We go back into the bedroom.
“You could get new sheets and a new duvet
cover, Rosie!”
“Uh—not a duvet cover, without consulting
him, after all he has to sleep under it, too. But we could think about redoing
your room, why not? Only we better keep to the blue theme. We could ditch that
wanking pic, though.”
“It wasn’t a boat of his, was it?”
“Ya mean, like his sailing boat, like that?
Nah, it’s not a yacht. We could go to the shops tomorrow.”
“Portsmouth? Yeah! Um, but you can’t
drive.”
No, but I have now discovered that Graham
Howell from the service station runs a very small taxi service that only serves
the villagers, like, not the weekenders and retirees, he doesn’t advertise it
at all, but the villagers all know that if you give him a bit of notice he’ll
be only too happy to take you anywhere, day tours to stately ’omes included.
And if it’s Portsmouth, for shopping, he won’t charge you for the time between
dropping you off and picking you up because he can always do some errands or go
to the pub or pop in to see his sister or all three. So after we unpack,
half-heartedly in my case and very thoroughly in Imelda’s, I can hear her
opening and shutting the tallboy drawers and the door of the white built-in
wardrobe like anything, we go downstairs and I ring him. No sweat, pick us up
around tennish, is the word.
I don’t fancy mucking round making dinner,
or even waiting while she does, but Imelda solves that by opening the large
plastic container she put in the fridge earlier. Mum said we hadda have this
tonight! Gee, no argument from me. Dunno what it is, but it’s extra, and we put
it on some rice that she makes in double-quick time. Tim gets all excited but
he’s not allowed any, and I explain very carefully to Imelda that there’s
something in onion that's poison to dogs. It can't be, onion’s very good for
you! Yes, but dogs’ metabolisms are different from humans’, and it’s quite
true, John had a friend when he was a boy whose puppy died because he gave it
something with onion in it. Not curry or pizza, no, I think it was before
pizza, actually. She looks awed but not entirely convinced.
“It’s like aspirin is to cats, see?”
A great light dawns. She knows about that,
they’ve got a cat (Sproggins, Greg named it that for a joke, and it stuck.)
She’ll never give Tim anything with onion in it ever!
Good.
And we dump the plates in the dishwasher, she knows all about that, in fact she
can work it better than me, and does so. I’m not allowed coffee: her mum’s
ordered her to see that I don’t drink too much coffee; so she makes some herb
tea and we take it and the sweets Mrs Singh’s provided into the main room and
light the fire.
Tim comes and lies down with a huffing
noise on the rug and she eyes him cautiously. “Can he eat sweets?”
“What’s in them?”
“Dried full-cream milk and sugar and
rosewater.”
“Gee, no wonder they taste so good! Well,
he's not officially supposed to have sweets at all”—she gives a muffled
snigger, she’s got it—“but if that’s all they’ve got in them, one would
probably be all right. Though milk makes him chuck up.”
She decides we better not risk it.
The phone rings while Tim and me are in the
kitchen, ostensibly getting me another cup of herb tea but actually checking
his bowl to make sure she gave him enough water—she didn’t, he never drinks it
all and it’s empty, so I refill it, slurp, gasp, slurp—and she rushes in and
gasps: “It’s a man! I think it’s him!”
“Good, now I can get off to bed,” I
concede, yawning. “Can you let Tim out, Imelda? Just go to the back door and
open it, he’ll go out!” I shout, going into the sitting-room. “Hullo?”
“Hullo, darling, so you got there safely?
Who on earth was that who answered the phone? One of your friends from Henny
Penny?”
I explain. He agrees dubiously that she’ll
be company for me. But what about school? I explain. He sees. And how’s Tim? I deliver
my report. And how’s his work going, and does he know yet when he’s coming
home? It still looks as if the whole picture may have changed with the new
administration, he can’t say more than that, and he doesn’t yet know when he’ll
be home but it will be very soon. And am I keeping well and not doing too much?
I lie… And has the publicity been very foul? I lie…
When I hang up I realise there’s a sort of
strange feeling behind me so I go out and look for her. She’s in the kitchen,
crying. “He went out, but he won’t come in!” she wails.
“No, he usually likes to stay out for at
least half an hour. Then it’s judged fair to call him in, and if he doesn’t
come, you shut the back door and let him shiver outside all night. No, well,” I
say to her appalled face, “that’s the theory. Actually you toss and turn for a
couple of hours, preventing your girlfriend from nodding off, and then you sit
up and say loudly ‘Damn the brute!’ and rush downstairs and let him in. Saying
bad words, usually.”
“I see,” she says, grinning weakly.
“Yeah, well, come on back in the warm and
have another lolly before I eat them all.”
She does come back but looks longingly in
the direction of the telly.
“Go on, turn it on, we can watch it until
it’s time to let him in, but then I’m gonna turn in, I’m beat.”
She turns it on. Parkinson, whaddelse?—Gee, is it that early?—Guess who? Varley
Wanking Knollys, trying unconvincingly to look deprecating. Fortunately we’ve
missed most of him. He doesn’t break the news the Beeb have picked up Simeon’s Quest for their next full
colour, It-Never-Rains-In-Southern Telly-Oxford, sell-it-to-the-Yanks
mega-epic, so they can’t have. Sucks to him. Then it’s Poppy Mountjoy, on the
strength of her family connections, presumably, it can’t be on the strength of
that Dr Susan Dane part of hers, that’s for sure, ’specially given that it’s
now been canned. She’s mostly talking about the Mountjoy Midsummer Festival,
shit, is it on again? Uh—yeah, last year it was off, right. This year she's co-artistic
director. Right, that’s out, even if I had been so mad as to think of going,
which I hadn’t. No mention of those kids of hers, wonder how they’re getting
on? I start to tell Imelda about her dear little boy but stop, she doesn’t
wanna know. Ooh, Rosie, did you hear that? They’re having Adam McIntyre this
year! I brighten momentarily. Doing Horner? If so, I’ll spring for— Bummer. Not
The Country Wife but The Man Of Mode. Varley’s actually
looking interested: he asks if McIntyre’s taking Dorimant? No, Sir Fopling
Flutter, just a comic cameo, really, quite a departure for him. Varley rejoins
with some tale about McIntyre doubling as one of the comic artisans when he was
out in New Zealand doing the Dream,
no, before the film, in the amateur production that gave Derry Dawlish the
inspiration for it, blah-blah, it look as if he’s about to race off with the
conversation, Michael doesn’t interrupt, either he doesn’t care or it’s all
rehearsed or, also possible, he’s hoping Poppy’ll lose her rag and shout Varley
down…
They don’t actually come to blows and it
gets very boring, Imelda nips out to see if there was any sign of Tim. –No. So
here’s the third guest. I choke. They must be scraping the bottom of the
barrel: Gaynor Grahame? Who’s she?
You may well ask, Imelda! God Almighty, it’s a pink sequinned top and tight
pants under a flowing satin pink, uh, skirt? Panniers? Like, a long skirt, only
open at the front? The best of both worlds, right. Smotheringly feminine while dealing competently with those bloody
camera angles. Just about to open as what? Who cares, it’ll be more of the
same. Then it’s the name-dropping stakes, which Parky wins by a nose, though
Gaynor gamely picks up each gambit, tosses it in the air and demolishes it.
Pity he doesn’t really give her her head, she knows all the dirt about
everybody in the Business since 1930. I’ve actually heard of some of them.
She’s starting to really give us the
low-down on poor darling Larry, darling Viv and dearest Peter—crumbs, really? I
never knew that!—but Michael stops her: isn’t she going to give us a song? Oh, God. One song and the sprightliest dance
you ever saw, you must admit she’s wonderfully game, always feature in any
Gaynor Grahame show. So they let her rip. I
Did It My Way. God knows why. She doesn’t dance, possibly their insurance
couldn’t cover the risk. The studio audience claps numbly and Gaynor smiles and
smiles and kisses her hand...
“I thought that was a man’s song?” says
Imelda numbly.
No kidding? “Yeah.” I get up. “I’m gonna
call Tim.”
He comes racing up, thank God, so I lock
and bolt the back door, check the front door, make sure the screen’s safely in
place in front of the fire, tell Imelda not to touch it and to put all the
lights out when she’s ready, and stumble upstairs.
Saturday morning, tennish. “Sorry, Graham,
forgot about this!” I gasp, as, two seconds after he’s come into the kitchen,
grinning, I throw up in the sink.
“She’s having a—” Imelda breaks off.
“Don't spread it round the village, Graham,
John doesn’t know yet,” I say weakly.
Graham’s a plump, amiable, balding
middle-aged character. Shit, no, he won’t tell anyone! And when is he due back?
“Any day now,” says Imelda firmly before I
can tell a weak lie.
I smile weakly. “Yeah.”
“Um, well, what do you want me to do,
Rosie? Come back later? Or you want Imelda to do your shopping for you?”
“Yes!” she cries eagerly. “I can!”
“Yes, but you don’t know the Portsmouth
shops. Blast! ’Scuse—” Stumble over to the sink again.
“Well, what you want to get? Can I help?”
asks Graham calmly. True, he is the father of four. Was Molly this sick? Is
everybody this sick? I rinse the sink out yet again and re-rinse it with John’s
Dettol, yet again.
“More disinfectant, that’s for sure. Um, well,
where’s the list?”
Imelda’s got the list. Graham raises his
eyebrows slightly but says he can help. Weakly I give her my credit card and
let the pair of them go off, Imelda assuring the poor man she knows the trick
of the gates, she’ll shut them for him! I’d feel sorrier for him but I’m
throwing up again. Maybe I might go back to bed: maybe if I lie down I’ll feel
better…
Much later. “You bought what?”
“Uh—could take it back,” says poor Graham,
looking foolish. “It was on your list, though. And it was on sale.”
Imelda’s bought a sewing machine. Compared
to Aussie prices, it was cheap, yeah, one mercy. “You can’t make curtains
without one!”
“But I thought we were only going to trim
the curtains?” I say weakly.
“No, the duvets. We’re going to make
under-curtains, ruffled ones, like Tiffany’s got in her room!”
Thinks: yeah, but her and your mum made
those. Oh, well, let her, it’ll keep her occupied.
“Um, sorry, Rosie,” says Graham sheepishly
as she rushes out to turn the kitchen table into a sewing table.
“Gee, don’t apologise, Graham, it was on
the list!”
“Yeah,” he says, grinning sheepishly.
“Never mind, it’ll keep her busy while I’m
working.”
He’s looking at the computer and the piles
of re-sorted folders on the dining table. “Right. You’ve made a start, eh?”
“No, this is only the beginning of the
start!” I admit with a laugh. “Nothing’s plugged in, ye—” Bummer, he’s off and
running.
Fortunately he knows what he’s doing and gets
the printer and scanner working, no sweat, and do I want him to connect the
modem? No, I won’t need it, thanks. And did they get any lunch? Yeah—sheepish
grin—took her to McDonald’s. Good. How much do I owe him? He starts to protest
but eventually lets me pay him back for the lunches and the parking lot as well
as the fare. I think he's telling the
truth about the fare, it sounds about right. Unless he undercharged me last
time. And we all have a cup of tea and he goes, with renewed thanks, both of us
waving like mad, Tim being held back forcibly, he doesn’t like Graham’s car,
and Imelda rushing off officiously to shut the gate after him.
We go back inside and I have my first Indian
sewing lesson. Good grief, it’s got a slow speed! Maybe I can do this after
all.
She’s beaming with pride: she chose it
specially! See, it’s this lever here: when it’s in this position— I can never
remember levers and switches, I don’t admit this. Go on, try hemming this
ruffle, Rosie! She’s already ironed the hem down, the other end of the kitchen
table has become an ironing board. Concentrating like mad, I sew.
Clunk—clunk—clunk: it’s wonderful, you can see it doing it, it’s not like
Grandma’s terrifying machine that she reckoned any idiot could work. Me being
the idiot that was the exception to the rule, natch. Clunk—clunk—clunk… Hurray!
I did it! She examines it critically. Quite good. But because a machined hem
will show, you have to be very, very careful to get it even. Concentrate on
keeping this side of the foot against the edge of the hem, see? I nod meekly. I
can do another ruffle and then she’ll take over. I do another ruffle.
Clunk—clunk—clunk… Phew, done. Good. I’ve improved. And she takes over
competently.
Thankfully I creep back to my nice, easy
sociology and statistics. Boy, sewing takes it out of ya, I’m sweating all
over…
Later. Mrs Singh rings up. Is she behaving
herself? She’s been wonderful, she’s
doing some sewing for me, and she unpacked all my books while I had a nap
yesterday, and judging by the wonderful smell coming from the kitchen she’s
cooking up something really delish for dinner! And thank you so much for the
curry last night, it was extra! And the sweets. That was nothing and the sweets
will be good for me, they’re full of calcium and not to let her have too many
of them, they’re not for her. I go and get her and warn her: “It’s your mum,
and I’ve given you the Good Housekeeping
seal of approval, so for God’s sake do us a favour and talk some Punjabi at
her.”
“All right. Stir this,” she says amiably,
going.
I stir. It doesn’t look like anything from
our freezer and definitely not like anything in the cupboards and certainly not
like anything I put on the shopping list, but never mind, it smells great. “Um,
I don’t suppose you could teach me to make this, could you, Imelda?” I bleat as
she comes back.
“Festina
lente,” she says smugly. “I’ve ironed some more hems, you can do some more
ruffles if you like.”
Folks, by now I know a Royal Naval order
when I hear one, there’s no if I like about it, so I sit down, and sew,
clunk—clunk—clunk, sweating all over.
Good, I’ve really got the trick of it.
She’ll teach me how to do this curry later in the week, it’s really easy. Can I
get the rice out, please? Numbly I search for rice, numbly I chop when she
tells me to, stir when she tells me to, and fetch things, frequently the wrong
things.
Being as how the kitchen table’s a sewing
table and the dining table’s an office desk, we end up sitting in front of the
telly with trays on our knees. Hers is the nice wooden one from the “pantry”
and mine is… “Um, Imelda, I think this is silver.”
“Yes, Mum’s best one’s just like it.” She
looks at my face. “It is washable, you know.”
“Mm, only, um, did you read this stuff on
it?”
“It’s
still a tray, though.”
It’s a trophy.
It was over on the bookcase next to the fireplace by his chair with his silver
cups for boxing and cricket… Oh, well. First time in its Royal Naval boring
existence it’s ever been used, but so much the better, a tray is, as she says,
still a tray.
“They need polishing, I’ll do them
tomorrow.”
“Huh? Um, his cups? Um, yeah, thanks very
much, Imelda.”
Tomorrow, Sunday. Tennish. She’s polishing
his cups, all right: the kitchen’s filled with the smell of— I rush over to the
sink and throw up.
“Go back
to bed, Rosie, I’ll bring you up a cup of weak tea a bit later.”
I totter back to bed.
Very much later. The Potters won’t eat her,
in fact Harry will probably get an instant crush on her and Gwennie and Cora
will probably think her urban grunge is fab. And Jim and Isabel won’t be that
interested, they’re used to teenage kids. But on the other hand, at her age I’d
of died sooner than front up to a strange house, no, shop, worse, and ask to
speak to some kids that I didn’t even know.
“All right, we’ll both go, why not? I need
the exercise and Tim always like a walk.”
“Wuff! Wuff!” He’s been sticking closer than a brother, poor Tim.
Maybe he thinks I’m about to go away and desert him again. Which of course I
am, only not for another full week and it’ll only be between Monday arvo and
Wednesday lunchtime. How I’m gonna manage rehearsing with wanking Paul Mitchell
while I’m throwing up every ten minutes I have no idea. Just rush out every ten
minutes to throw up, I guess.
She thinks it’s a long way but I point out
that in urban terms it’s about the distance from her place to her mate Georgette
Williamson’s and back, and she frequently does that twice in a day. Yes, but
this is all country! I don’t point out that it’s only country until you’re over
the other side of the hill and down the road, she can see that for herself.
She thinks the village is lame but that was
to be expected, our block and the next side street where Sally and Raewyn’s
dry-cleaning shop is have got more shops between them than the village has. I
point out the Garden Centre but she doesn’t get it. I point out the arty-tarty
shop but all she says is: “Good, maybe we can find something there to brighten
up the Navy Room.” (We’ve started calling it that and as the 1st of March is
fast approaching we’d better get out of the habit bloody quick.) We don’t pop
into the superette, we’ll grab the one or two things we didn’t put on our
Portsmouth list or she’s thought of since on the way back. We cross over and I
explain to her that that’s the up-market baker’s for the weekenders and
retirees, ignore it. She looks down her nose and notes that it’s only got ordinary
stuff anyway. It has if you’ve lived all your life in London, that’s for sure.
Two blocks along from the flats there’s a completely fab shop, a Jewish
delicatessen that has the most gorgeous bread rolls ever, like with tiny bits
of chopped onion and salt on top and, dig this, although the onion’s all cooked
with the roll it’s never bitter or burned. Mr Goldman makes other bread, too,
but those are the best. He’s got this huge old barrel and he keeps his dill
pickles in that, like it’s filled with the pickle water, geddit? They’re the
best pickles I ever tasted.
We go into POTTER, Ironmonger, Tim of
course coming, too. There’s a crush of weekenders and retirees in expensive
goose-down padded anoraks or those awful padded raincoats or heavy camel hair,
plus and the up-market tweed hats and headscarves like the Queen’s, so we wait.
God knows what they’re all buying. Can’t be nails or screws, they’re reported
to be incapable of lifting a hammer or handling a screwdriver. Can’t be
anything to do with their water pipes, they’re very reliably reported to get
plumbers in from Portsmouth to do all that. Uh—electric tin-openers? I’d of
thought they all already had twenty of those.
“Hi, Jim. What on earth did that lot want?”
“Don’t ask,” he groans. “How are you,
Rosie?”
Cora pops up beside him like the genie. “We
saw you on Parkinson!”
“Huh? Oh—couple of weeks back. Yeah. How
are you, Cora?”
“Good!” she beams. She’s the youngest, only
just thirteen, bright as a button, round-faced, golden curls, and said to be a
Holy Terror.
“This is Imelda, she lives in my street.
This is Cora, she’s the youngest,” I explain.
They stare inimically at each other like
two cats and Jim Potter digs his elbow into his one’s side and says: “Say
hullo, she won’t bite,” and I dig my elbow into my one’s side and say: “You can
say hullo, they do speak English, this isn’t the North Pole.”
They growl “Hullo,” and Jim says cheerfully
over them: “Only ruddy feels like it, eh? How you coping in that bloody cottage,
Rosie?”
“Fine. We got lots of wood,”—our eyes meet
meaningly for an instant—“and I brought down another electric heater.”
“That’s good, because I just sold the last
of mine. Half of them seem to have thought this was the South of France.”
“Yeah,” I agree, as Harry and Gwennie
emerge from the back regions looking suspiciously at Imelda. “Hi, Harry, hi,
Gwennie. This is Imelda.”
“Hullo,” she says sulkily before she can be
humiliatingly prompted again.
“We actually came to ask you if the
teachers are on strike here, too,” I add.
Jim gives a deep groan and sags all over
his counter and Harry admits, grinning like anything: “Yeah, they are. They’re
gonna be out all week.”
“This delight,” notes Jim sourly, leaning
on his counter, “doesn't mean there’s anything to do here, though.”
“Ya mean like no cinema and no video-game
parlours? Right.”
“I never said a word about video parlours
and anyway, video games are lame!” she bursts out.
“I know. I was speaking generally, Imelda,
not getting at you. –She’s been great, actually, Jim, she’s been making the
dinner and doing a lot of sewing for the spare room.”
“Can you sew?” breathes Cora in awe.
“Yeah. So what?”
“Hey, didja sew that?”
Under the black parka, which seems to have
sprouted even more dangly bits of metal—actually I think two of those are
John’s horse brasses, but what the Hell—she’s wearing, as an under-layer, a
giant black high-necked jumper and over that there’s a… It might’ve started off
as a tee-shirt. No, two tee-shirts. Brown and grey. It’s kind of like a
crazy-paving pattern and the bits in between the pavers are silver sequins.
“Yeah. So what?”
“Hey, it’s really cool!” breathes Cora.
Imelda brushes at it slightly, looking
carelessly off-hand. “Not bad.”
“Did you do that to that scarf?” asks
Gwennie abruptly.
It’s a long pale grey muffler (proving that
the entire thing’s an Outfit, and yes, she is wearing the panama), and it’s
been given the same treatment as the school muffler. “Yeah,” she says
suspiciously.
“It’s
great,” she sighs enviously.
“You do that to your school scarf your mum
hadda spend megabucks of my hard-earned on and I personally will rend you limb
from limb,” notes Jim cordially.
Ignoring that completely, Gwennie says:
“Hey, ya wanna listen to CDs?”
Imelda actually looks at me pleadingly.
“Yeah, go on, why not? Me and Tim’ll grab
the stuff from the superette, there won't be much to carry.”
Cora’s already lifted the flap in the
counter invitingly and they all disappear into the back regions.
“That the desired result?” says Jim with a
grin.
“More or less, yeah. What in God’s name are
they all gonna do for a week, Jim?”
“Dunno. Listen to pop music and drive
Isabel crazy?”
“Yeah,” I concede as very, very loud pop
music starts up and Isabel is heard to scream from the back regions: “TURN THAT
DOWN!”
The noise abates to the point where we can
hear actual speech and Jim says: “Send her over here if she's driving you mad,
Rosie.”
“Thanks,
Jim. Well, she has got plenty to do, actually, her father loaded her up with
her schoolbooks”—he snorts—“and she’s started this project of redecorating the
spare room.”
“Does the Captain know?” he says
immediately.
“Sufficient unto the day,” I reply blandly.
He chokes but eyes me uneasily.
“It’s not teenage grunge and posters of pop
stars, Jim, it’s blue and white striped material that she’s making ruffles out
of.”
He allows that doesn’t sound too bad and
informs two well swaddled blue-rinsed ladies that he’s sold the last little
electric fire. They go, not hiding the fact that they’re very, very annoyed
with him.
“You wouldn’t have a bread saw, would you,
Jim? John’s got this up-market electric knife and I’m terrified of letting the
kid anywhere near—” He’s produced some. Thank God. I’m gonna lock that electric
knife in John’s bedside cupboard, one of the few in the place with an actual
lock, and put the key in my handbag. I tell him this and he expresses great
sympathy, wraps the bread saw carefully, and asks me on a grim note exactly
when John is due back? Not receiving the vague reply with anything like
pleasure. Then he tells me to hang on, and nips out. Meanwhile another
well-swaddled lady, this time supported by a well-swaddled thin little hubby,
both of the camel-hair variety, come in so I tell them: “If you’re looking for
little electric fires, Jim’s just sold the last one,” and they go, looking
very, very annoyed.
“Another pair of electric fire hunters just
came in,” I explain as he and Isabel come in, grinning.
“Up theirs, then.”
“Jim! –How are you, Rosie?” Is it my imagination or is she looking at me
narrowly?
“Cora’s already told her we saw her on Parkinson,” he notes.
“Shut up! I wasn’t going to say any such
thing! Well, we did, actually, Rosie. You looked very nice. Did they tell you
to say all that?”
“Yeah, ’course.”
She nods pleasedly and hands over the big
newspaper package she’s hugging.
“Wuff! Wuff!”
“Tim! Sit!”
Isabel admits it is bones—Wuff!—and she was gonna make soup, but
she was kidding herself, the kids won’t touch it. And I thank her profusely and
put the B,O,N,E,S in the shopping bag, just as well I brought one, and grab
Tim’s lead, and we all bid fond farewells, Isabel looking at me narrowly
throughout, it’s not my imagination because as I close the shop door I hear him
hiss: “What didja have to stare at her like that for?”
At the superette Murray’s delighted to see
me and so are his customers except for two blue-rinsed ones that look down
their noses, one of them actually asking if they can expect any service. God.
So then Murray tells her that there isn’t any peanut butter, they had a big run
on it last week, everybody seems to be making saté sauce. And she goes, looking
coldly annoyed.
“Is everybody making saté sauce?” I ask,
propping my elbows on the counter, as the other blue-rinsed lady, having been
informed that if there were no minted peas in the freezer then there are no
minted peas, lady, also goes, looking furious.
“Not to my knowledge,” he replies blandly.
We collapse in sniggers.
And then Belinda comes out from the back
regions and after enquiries after my health during which she looks at me
narrowly, I get the full report on Terry Stout’s new venture as land agent’s
assistant in Portsmouth (shades of Varley’s wanking Simeon’s Quest, though I don't say it), the gist being he’s a
dismal failure at it as both his parents predicted he would be. No killer
instinct. And finally, though not before Murray’s asked me grimly exactly when
John is due back, I complete my purchases and bid fond farewells and go, Murray
hissing as I close the shop door and hurry to untie poor Tim from the lamp
post: “Why’d ya have to keep staring at the poor girl like that?”
All I can say is, John better come back
P.D.Q., because obviously, while Graham Howell didn’t tell anybody, he of course told Molly, spouses don’t count. And
she’ll have told Belinda Stout, because guess what, Belinda’s her sister. And
sisters don’t count. Is there any blood tie between the Potters and the Stouts?
’Cos it’s obvious Isabel knows. Put it like this, if he isn’t back P.D.Q.
there’ll probably be a lynch mob waiting for him when he does turn up.
Much later. Jim rings to say not to worry
that it’s getting dark—I hadn’t noticed, in this dull weather you need the
lights on in the cottage anyway, and I was buried in my work—he's just gonna
run Imelda home in the van.
“You don’t need to, Jim, she’s got legs.”
He rubbishes this and hangs up. I go into
the kitchen and open the fridge and close it again and open some cupboards and
close them again. Dunno what she was planning for tea, sorry, dinner, but I
better not start anything, it’ll be the wrong thing.
As it turns out neither of us has to cook
because Isabel’s sent over a huge quiche, no, don't argue, Rosie, it was going
begging, she made two because Jim’s sister and her ruddy husband (unquote) were
threatening to come over from Portsmouth this evening only they just rang to cancel
it. So we have quiche, it’s stuffed with ham and onion and tinned asparagus,
it’s absolutely yummy. Imelda wonders if she could make it so I tell her I’m
sure she can, and fetch her one of John’s cookery books that he’s never managed
to make anything from, and so the evening passes peacefully, her alternately
reading bits from the cookery book, largely aloud—“Ooh, listen to this!” or
“Hey, this sounds good!”—and vetoing everything I want to watch on the telly.
So we watch mindless American crap. John rings up in the middle of the most
mindless stuff so I give him a very full report and he says he’s very glad that
I’m enjoying the village. I don’t work up the guts to tell him we’re
redecorating the spare room, and he doesn’t know when he can leave, so what’s
new?
Imelda
makes me a cup of peppermint tea to cheer me up, it doesn’t but eating the last
of those yummy calcium-rich rosewater lollies does. And so to bed…
Monday. I get up determinedly and work in the
intervals of rushing to the sink—wish there was a downstairs loo, the upstairs
ones are too far to reach in time. Imelda considerately just has toast and
coffee for breakfast because the smell of anything cooked might upset me. Then
she sets the dishwasher going—one teaspoon, one mug, one small plate, one
knife, right—and gets on with the machining. It’s the big ruffles for the
duvets this morning. Then she brings them down and there’s a fair bit of
grunting and several Blow!’s and one actual Bugger! but I don’t investigate. She
comes in to ask if I can remember where “we” put the booklet that came with the
machine. I can’t, but advise the kitchen drawers and she finds it and reports
that she has. Silence falls apart from the sound of the dishwasher (it hasn’t
got a short-short cycle) and the sound of the sewing machine.
“Look!”
I jump ten thousand feet. “Oh, wow. Those
look great, Imelda!”
She beams, and we go upstairs to put the
now frilled duvets back on the beds. Shit, even though there’s no visible
change yet to the curtains the room already looks almost human! Especially as
she’s replaced the tailored navy pillowcases with the new pale blue floral ones
she got in Portsmouth, on sale, they were once part of a set, unquote.
After lunch (pizza from the freezer, she
informs Tim sternly that it’s not for him, poison,
see?) she stands on one leg and asks can she go over to Harry and Gwennie and
Cora’s?
“Yeah, sure. Wrap up warm. Got your
gloves?”
Of course she has, great scorn, and she
vanishes.
Peace reigns…
The phone rings and I jump ten thousand
feet. It’s only Rupy, he’s at rehearsal, they’re having a break, Paul is
furious with Darryn, he’s let the hair grow and he’s wearing designer stubble!
(Don’t point out this doesn’t matter as they’re not ready to film yet.) And the
actress slated for this episode’s ageing paramour has broken her leg skiing,
Paul’s furious! Did I see Varley and darling Gaynor on the box? Weren’t they
dire? No argument there. How am I? I admit I’m still throwing up, there’s no
point in lying to Rupy, but that it seems to be slackening off towards ten
o’clock, touch wood.
Then I get back to it, Tim replaces his
chin on my ankles, and peace reigns again…
Blast! The ruddy phone again! “Hullo?”
Imelda’s ringing from Le Petit Cabinet de
Carole. Huh? Oh—the arty-tarty shop, right. (Thought cabinet meant something rude in French?) “What’ve ya broken?” I ask
tactlessly in doomed tones. Nothing! Um, only there’s some lovely pictures and
“we” haven’t got any money. Who’s she with? Oh, only the Potter kids, right.
How much are these lovely— Jesus Flaming Christ! Tell the bloody woman we’re
not weekenders, Imelda! Yikes, she does. Then she offers me an amended price if
I buy the set. Each? No, for the set—that’s right, isn’t it? Carole or whoever
confirms this. Well and good, but I can’t buy them over the phone. No, but the
lady will put them aside— Yeah, yeah. I write down the amended price very large
on the telephone pad and agree. They’ll be foul, kids of that age don’t know
the difference between crap and Monet, but too bad, let her have them. And John
can choke on it.
I go back to my work…
“Hi!” she pants, bursting in from the back
passage. I jump ten thousand feet.
“Hi. Uh—hi, Harry—Gwennie—Cora,” as they burst
in, panting. “No, Tim! Sit!” as Cora
gasps and shrinks. He sits.
Can she take them up— Sure. They thunder
upstairs. In two seconds flat the noise starts up. “HEY! STOP THAT BLOODY ROW!”
Nothing. Right. I march upstairs and burst into her room without ceremony. “TURN
THAT OFF!” Harry’s so stunned he does. “In case I forgot to mention it, the one
house rule of this cottage is, no loud pop music will be played, at all.”
“But—”
“It’s aural crap, I hate it, I’m trying to
work, and DON'T DARE TO TURN THAT ON AGAIN!”
Harry’s hand retreats from the giant
ghetto-blaster: must be his, she didn’t bring one. I snatch it up. “Assimilate this. If this gets turned on again, it
will be chucked out of that window down two storeys to the frozen ground,
geddit?”
He’s bright red and he chokes: “It’s mine!
You got no right!”
“That’s probably true, Harry, but who’s
gonna sue me if I do? Your dad? The only way any of you are gonna listen to
this crap is with headphones on, and I don’t care if you haven’t got any! Got it?”
They’ve got it, they get up looking sulky
and Gwennie says defiantly: “We can always go home.”
“Ya can go, for mine. I’ve come down here
to work, not to argue with stroppy teenagers.”
Imelda bursts out: “You’re really mean,
Rosie!”
“No, I’m not, you knew I was coming down to
work but you volunteered to come anyway.” I hold the ghetto-blaster up. “What’s
it gonna be? Two storeys to its death or keep the bloody thing turned off?”
Harry glares and mutters: “Off.”
“Good.” I hand it back to him.
Gwennie bursts out: “But there’s nothing to
do here!”
“It’s not a teenage video parlour, it’s a
civilised house. Ya want music, John’s got stacks of CDs of Bach and Mozart.”
Ugh, no, yuck. “Or ya can go in the kitchen and make sweets, Imelda reckons she
knows how to make these fab Indian sweets her mum does.”
They try not to look eager, and grudgingly
concede they might try it. I go back downstairs, not bothering to wait while
they decide. Two seconds later they’re all down with me. Can they really? Yeah, no sweat. If they burn the
pots—they WON’T!—I don’t care: he’s got enough pots in there to stock Harrods.
Smiling uncertainly, they go out to the kitchen. “And SHUT THE DOOR!” Someone
shuts it and I hear the kitchen door also being shut cautiously. God Almighty,
what a fuss, was I that stroppy at that— Don’t answer that. Well, I was never
into the loud pop music crap, but Kenny certainly was, it drove Dad ropeable.
Mum didn't much care, she hasn’t got an ear, but she didn’t like it when it got
too loud.
I put one of John’s Mozart CD’s in the
player and work on peacefully, ignoring the strange smells that filter through
from the kitchen and the occasional loud crash and the occasional burst of shouting…
Much later. “Um, are you still working?”
“I'm not just sitting here admiring the
bloody computer, Cora. What’s up?”
“Um, nothing. We’ve done the sweets.”
I can hear the dishwasher chugging, let’s
hope it can cope with burnt milk and burnt sugar. “Goodoh. They turn out okay?
Most of them. Right. And Imelda says they have
to cool. That’d be right. I look at her expectantly and she bursts out: “Is it
all right with you if we stay for dinner? Imelda says she’s gonna a do a real
curry and we won’t play the ghetto-blaster or anything!”
Did they send her because she’s the
youngest, like, bully her into it? No, I don’t think anybody bullies Cora.
Because they thought she was the most appealing? She is, but I’m the wrong sex.
No, must be that she volunteered herself because she’s got more guts than both
her siblings put together.
“If you can stand it, stay for dinner by
all means, Cora. But you’ll have to check with your mum, she might’ve started
cooking something.”
“No, she said she was tired of feeding our
great mouths, it’d be fish fingers.”
“Nevertheless, ring her.” She rings her.
There’s the usual squawks of protest from the phone, and indignant squawks in
reply from Cora, and then Isabel wants to speak to me, so I reassure her
they’re welcome and explain it won’t be any extra work for me, Imelda’s doing
the cooking. Oh, well, in that case... Jim’ll pick them up at nine-thirty, if I
can stand it that long. I think I can. Have they been behaving themselves? she
asks in a doomed voice. Did Harry bring that damned ghetto-blaster of his with
him? I explain the noise started up but I nipped it in the bud. Isabel asks in
awed tones how I managed it. “Threatened to drop the bloody thing out the
window, Isabel. The upstairs window.” She laughs like a drain and says she’ll
try it. And the horrible thing has
got ear plugs (sic) but he won’t use them. She reminds me again that their
father’ll collect them at nine-thirty and rings off.
“You can stay. Your dad’ll collect you at
har’ past nine.”
“Half past nine!”
“I got the impression that was a sine qua non, Cora.”
She can’t admit she doesn't know what that
is, so she just says weakly she’ll tell them, and disappears.
I put another CD in the player and get on
with it…
Turns
out the Potter kids have never had a real Indian meal before but none of them
dares to say it’s really weird and they don’t like it. Imelda found some of
those packets of own-brand yellow split peas in a cupboard so that’s what the
main dish is, split pea curry, and there’s a potato curry, think it’s got
tamarind water in it, mm! and a spinach curry. None of them dares to say they
hate spinach but Harry pokes at his with a very dubious expression on his face.
And bought chapattis, they’re fiddly to make and this brand isn’t bad. None of
them know what to do with them and they watch in awe as Imelda and I break bits
off ours and scoop up curry and convey the result to our mouths…
“Try it. If it goes on the floor, no
worries, floorboards are washable.”
Gwennie looks askance at the Persian rug
but doesn’t say anything.
After a bit, as Imelda and I are seen to
take spoonfuls of the yoghurt in between our hand-held mouthfuls of curry, Cora
squeaks: “I thought that was pudding?”
Imelda stares at her and I say: “No. Go on,
try it. I’d recommend a mouthful of the potato curry, it’s the hottest one, and
then a mouthful of the yoghurt.” She tries it.
Harry’s investigating the pickle. “Ow!
Help!”
“You took too much,” I say, handing him his
iced water. He gulps and gasps, his eyes stream.
“How hot is it?” says Gwennie in horror,
“Not very hot,” Imelda and I both say. We
grin at each other and she explains: “It’s only a bought one.”
It takes some time but they eventually
start to eat and eventually it all disappears and Cora actually wants some more
potato curry and Harry wants some more of the funny one.—The split pea,
right.—And admits he always thought that curry had meat in it.
“We often have meat, we’re not vegetarians,”
says Imelda calmly. He nods dazedly.
After that everyone washes their hands and
the bowls are rinsed, just as well John’s got so many pudding bowls, eh?—Heh,
heh.—And Imelda makes a big pot of peppermint tea and the kids opt for Coke
instead and we eat the sweets. Some of them: she’s made trays and trays. It’s
all taken quite some time so Cora’s just deciding she can manage one more of
those lovely squashy balls in the lovely sauce when Jim taps at the front door.
Great cries of dismay and consternation but eventually, grinning all over his
face and wringing my hand and saying with a wink he’ll try that window trick,
he drags them off.
“I don’t think they really liked it,” says
Imelda sadly.
“Uh—they did in the end, Imelda. It takes a
bit of time to get used to a completely different”—shit, almost said strange—“cuisine.
And that place they go to in Portsmouth sounds like it serves English stew with
a dollop of chilli in it.” She nods feelingly. And we go into the kitchen to
put the bowls in the dishw— Strewth!
“Uh—I guess it doesn’t do pots all that
good, Imelda,” I say numbly, looking at the burnt messes on the bottoms of
John’s big pots. She’s looking as if she’s gonna cry so I add: “There’s a fair
few pot-scrapers, what say we soak them overnight and give them a good scrub
tomorrow, eh? And if we can’t get them clean, too bad, we’ll chuck them out and
he’ll never know.”
“Really?” she gulps.
“Yeah. What man counts his pots?”
“Dad does.”
“Uh—yeah, but that’s his business. I thought
it was a great dinner, and that spinach curry was every bit as good as your
dad’s.”
“It wasn’t that good!” She’s bursting with
pride.
“Yes, it was, it had that sort of creamy
taste his does.”
At this point John rings so I give him a
glowing description of the dinner and the sweets. And he says with a laugh in
his voice: “What about the mess in the kitchen?” Well, there are one or two
turmeric stains, but so what? I don't mention them, I just say sternly
“Nonsense,” and he laughs like anything. But he still doesn’t know when he’ll
be back…
It’s been such an exhausting day that I
call Tim in, never mind if he’s only had twenty min., and she’s evidently
drained, too, so we just crawl off to bed.
Tuesday. She’s scrubbing the pots like billyo
when I stagger into the kitchen around tennish. Soaking-wet patch on the tum
an’ all. “Let’s see. This one can go out, Imelda. Think it’s done its dash.
Yeah, I can see you tried. Lemme look at that one you’ve got there. Look, chuck
it out, too, eh?” But it’s a good stainless steel pot! Not now, it isn’t.
(Don’t say it.) “Bugger that, the man can afford as many pots as he likes,
chuck it out.” So they both get chucked out. Then she points out the turmeric
stains I already noticed. “Too bad. It’ll wear off, in time. Think I might have
a cuppa.”
“Ooh, are you feeling better?”
“Put
it like this, I chucked up from six-thirty on, and it seems to have worn off
for today, touch wood.” She nods, looking horrified, and puts the jug on. I sit
down on a hard kitchen chair with a sigh.
“What are we gonna do today?”
“Dunno. I did so much yesterday I’m
whacked.”
“I knew
you were working too hard!”
Something like that, yeah. “Yeah.”
She tells me I need to pace myself, gets
some tea and then some toast and Marmite down me, and I start to feel
marginally alive and agree to have a shower.
I'm just coming down from it, feeling much better, as she rushes into
the passage and hisses: “There’s a man!”
“Let Tim out.”
She lets Tim out and holds the back door
tightly, ready to slam it shut on the burglars and rapists. “He’s not barking!”
she hisses.
“No, can’t hear any growling, either,
prolly hasn’t got him by the leg. Oh, hullo, Jack,” I say as Jack Powell comes
round the corner of the dinette, grinning, with Tim frisking at his heels.
“Hullo, Rosie; how are you?”—Looking at me
narrowly.—“Hullo, who’ve we got here?” I explain this is Imelda, she’s a
friend, she lives in our street, as we go into the kitchen and Jack sits down
at the kitchen table. “Need any odd jobs doing?”
“Not real— Do we?” I say as she bursts out:
“Yes!”
She’s covered in embarrassment and it gets
very involved but it amounts to, she bought this stretchy wire stuff and all
the right things, but she can’t get it to fit! It’s for the inner curtains, the
striped ones. She produces them. I see, she’s threaded them onto it: they look
really, really ace. And this little hook thingo must be what she means. Jack
take us upstairs and settles the bloody non-stretch stretch-wire in two seconds
flat, only having to screw in Imelda’s screw-in thingos with an iron hand in
the process. No human agency is ever gonna move them, that’s for sure. And we’ll never be able to wash the curtains
because we’ll never be able to unhook— No, maybe John will, he’s got strong
wrists… “Huh?”
“Looks pretty, eh?” repeats Jack, grinning.
She’s looped back the inner curtains with
bows, they got frills all round the edges, see, they meet in the middle, half
concealing the window, and then the severe navy ones are just allowed to form
like a frame to them.
“Yes, they look ace, Imelda.”
Imelda explains in great detail that she
got the idea off the way Mum and Tiffany did Tiffany’s room… And after he’s
admired the frills on the duvets (that now match the inner curtains) and the
new pillowslips, we go downstairs again and have a cuppa.
“Plumbing okay?” he asks casually.
I know now he’s a registered plumber, it
says so on his truck, on its door, one of the reasons the village is so down on
the weekenders and retirees that have their plumbing done by Portsmouth firms,
so I tell him sadly the plumbing’s fine, only Imelda bursts out: “No, ’tisn’t!”
And he gets her to admit that John’s fancy waste disposal isn’t working
properly. Humming happily, Jack goes to turn the water off. Coming back, he
warns us not to touch that switch on pain of— On second thoughts he goes to
turn the electricity off. Then he settles down happily to completely dismantle
the sink. Next he gives the dishwasher a really good going-over but we haven’t
managed to bung that up yet, though he does clean it out for us. Then, humming
happily, he vanishes upstairs…
“What’s he gonna do?” she hisses.
“I think, though he’s too kind to say so,
Imelda, that he’s gonna check that neither of us have bunged up the bogs with
tampons or pads, and that I haven't bunged up the bidet with sheer ignorance
mixed with cack-handedness.”
She nods, smiling guiltily. Yo, boy. Just
as well he came, eh?
“This means we’re gonna have to give him
lunch,” I note.
“Oh—yeah! Um, the electricity’s still off…
Oh, well, I’ll use the Aga.” (The Tabla’s got one, it’s not like she took one
look at the thing and miraculously knew what to do with it.) I nod feebly.
“Does he like pizza?” she hisses. He must do, he’s a normal bloke. This feeble
answer satisfies her. She bustles around starting the thing up. I just sit here
limply, I can’t do any work until Jack turns the electricity back on. And
anyway I’m still feeling drained…
Eventually he comes back, smelling strongly
of John’s best sandalwood soap, and grinning. “Don’t put pads down that
toilet,” he says simply to Imelda. “It’ll handle tampons okay, but it doesn’t
like pads.” He adds something technical about bends but she’s still in an agony
of embarrassment.
I get up. “Yeah, um, Jack, you wanna come
and turn the electricity back on?”
“Eh? Didn’t you put it on again?” But he
ambles out to the lobby with me. I say feebly as he opens the fuse box’s little
cupboard: “She’s only fifteen, Jack.”
“Thought they all knew it all and then
some, these days?”
“They know it, but she’s probably only
talked about things like periods and pads and stuff to her mum, and maybe her
sisters. It’s not an Indian thing, all girls are like that.”
He scratches his head. “Yeah… But no point
in pretending it doesn’t exist, Rosie!”
“No. And I certainly don’t want John’s
plumbing stuffed up.”
“No. Uh—I’ll watch it in future, shall I?”
–Grin, grin.
I
bash his arm. “Yeah!”
We go back to the kitchen. She’s apparently
recovered, she’s putting the pizza in the oven. Jack wants to know how old the
thing is—he means the stove, not the pizza. I tell him it dates from the ark
like the cupboards and he agrees that’d be right. Glancing with interest at the
new yellow stains on the awful lino and the cupboards.
After the pizza and the sultana cake and
the cups of tea he has to go. So I go out to the truck with him and he says
casually, looking at me narrowly: “How you keeping, anyway, Rosie?”
“All right,” I say with a sigh.
Looks at me narrowly. “You look a bit
washed out.”
“I’m throwing up every morning, the doc
says it’s normal, all right?”
“Yeah,” he says, grin, grin. “When’s it
due?”
“Mid-September.”
“Uh-huh. He know, yet?”
“Not yet,” I sigh. “I thought it might be
nicer to tell him face to face, y’know?”
“When’s he due back, again?”
“Very soon,” I sigh.
“He better be,” he says grimly, getting
into the truck’s cab. “Take care!” He
goes.
I wander down the drive but he’s got out
again and is shutting the gate. “Thanks! Bye, Jack!”
Waving, he drives off one-handed…
She doesn't let me off: later in the arvo
we go over to the village and buy the set of pics from Carole at Le Petit Cabinet
de Carole. Hand-painted watercolours of blue flowers never seen on the face of
the planet. Very pretty, Imelda.
Wednesday. I get a bit of work done until
about two-thirty, when the Potter kids turn up. She’s gonna teach me and
Gwennie and Cora how to do a simple meat curry. Harry wants to take Tim for a
walk, can he? Yeah, sure, if he’ll go with you, Harry. Tim’ll take almost any
human being for a walk, so they go off happily and us girls get down to it…
It’ll freeze really well! Shit, it’ll have to, there’s gallons of it. We don’t feel we can take much of the credit, we
just followed her instructions as she stood over us. Gwennie and Cora don’t
wait for Harry, they’re so eager to show their mum their effort. The shock’ll
kill Isabel, I’d say. They hurry off with their warm casseroles carefully
packed in baskets. Whose are those? Oh, they brought them over for the
porpoise; yeah, come to think of it, Jim’s shop has got baskets. Can I get back
to it? Her face falls. Well, what’s she want to do? Re-cover that lamp she
bought in Portsmouth? Ulp. “But I’m so cack-handed, Imelda: with the best will
in the world I’ll be no use to you.” Turns out she can't understand the flaming
instructions in the mag she got in Portsmouth that purports to tell you how to
re-cover a lamp. We struggle through it…
It’s pitch dark by the time Harry and Tim
stagger in, both soaking wet.
“Don't let him—” Too late, he shakes
himself all over us. Then Harry is forced upstairs to take a shower and change
into some of John’s clobber. He’s in agony, it’s equally embarrassing having to
use Imelda’s bathroom or my ensuite. Finally he plumps for the ensuite,
possibly because it’s nominally shared by a man? We don’t ask, we’re dragging
Tim into the sitting-room and putting more wood on the fire and forcibly
rubbing the brute dry with a good towel. Two good towels. How wet can a dog
get? Three good towels!
Then Jim rings up, absolutely ropeable:
Harry was slated to do maths this afternoon, the lazy little sod, where is he?
I explain about the long walk and the soaking and the didn’t realise how strong
Tim is and the exhaustion and he relents slightly and agrees to come and get
him.
Imelda and me end up having pizza in front
of the fire followed by mugs of cocoa, somehow neither of us feels like doing
much cooking…
Thursday and Friday having been more of the
same, except the Potter kids didn’t come over, she went over there, and Tim
didn’t get wet, and Jack didn’t turn up again, and she finished the
redecorating by making a frilled cushion for the dressing-table stool, it looks
ace, I suggest feebly on Saturday around tennish that maybe she oughta do some
of that homework her Dad fondly believes— It’s Saturday! Yeah, and she didn’t do any schoolwork all week. I'm
gonna be working all day: the village’ll be full of wanking weekenders, I warn,
this gives her pause. Well, if she works all morning (two hours, right), can she
go over to see Harry and Gwennie and Cora in the afternoon? Gee, why not, it’ll
give me some peace. I graciously concede she may. She gets her schoolbooks and
comes and sits herself down, ulp, at the far end of the dining table. This is
where ya do your scholarly work, ya see. Oh, deary, deary me… Tim gives up and
asks for Out, can you blame him? A short time passes…
Um, she can’t do this, Rosie, can you show—
It’s algebra, so the answer’s gonna be a lemon, unless their level of algebra
for fifteen is about what our level was for thirteen? –No. Sorry. “All I know
from algebra is that ‘a’ isn't always ‘a’, it can be ‘b’ or even ‘y’, I’m
sorry, Imelda. And for God’s sake don’t mention the word ‘geometry’: my
geometry’s even worse.”
“I can do algebra and geometry,” says a
meek, deep voice from the front door that we never noticed opening. Tim rushes
in: “Wuff! Wuff!” Pant, bounce,
excitement!
“John!”
I scream, abandoning the algebra and rushing over to hurl myself at him and
burst into tears on his heavy navy Navy greatcoat.
He hugs me very, very tight and says into
my curls: “Don’t bawl, Rosie, darling.”
“Why didn’t you say you were coming, you wanker?” I finally gasp. It certainly
explains why he wasn’t there when I rung him last night, the wanker.
“Didn’t know I was. Got my orders, then I
had the chance of a lift on—er, a plane,” he says, coughing slightly. Right, be
an illegal lift on a giant American Navy plane, they got planes, ya see. “So I
just crammed my things into my bags and made a dash for it.” –Every single bag
will be packed in not just neat but rigid order, he doesn’t know the meaning of
the word “cram.”
“Yes,” I say, hugging him and sniffing.
“I’m so glad to see you!”
“Good. Give us a kiss?”
We have a long kiss and I lean on him
heavily and he says with a smile in his voice: “So this is Imelda, is it?”
“Eh?” Shit, I’d forgotten all about her.
She’s looking embarrassed but also very, very pleased, that’s a relief. Well,
John won’t mention pads or tampons in front of the kid, that’s for sure. So I
introduce them nicely and she gets up awkwardly and big, tall John looks down
at little, plump Imelda and smiles very much and gently engulfs her little
brown hand in his big, pale, strong one.
“Didn’t hurt, did it?” I say proudly.
“Um, what?”
“When he shook your hand. He knows how to
shake a lady’s hand properly,” I say with great approval.
“Oh! Um, yeah!” she gasps, all flustered.
John smiles and strips his greatcoat off,
and pulls up a chair beside hers. “Now, what about this algebra, eh? –Rosie,
darling, a pot of English tea would be a lifesaver at this juncture.”
“Yes, ’course. I’ll get ya some. English
Breakfast?”
“Wonderful!” he says with a laugh, picking
up her chewed biro. “Let’s see…”
I go out to the kitchen, grinning like an
idiot. I can’t stop that glowing feeling that everything’ll be all right now,
though logically, there’s no reason whatsoever to suppose it. I’m as preggy as
ever, he’s as ignorant of the fact as ever, and he still hasn’t suggested
marriage. I’m humming: what the—? “Love, love me do, you know I love you...”
Yeah. Too right!
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